Monday, 22 June 2026

men in strange suits

 

In a field of dreams, I lay

and the skies open up to me.

Bright light shining down

like a falling star landing beside.

I feel a pull like I’m sleep falling

in reverse, like I’m not being pulled

into the earth but lulled to

somewhere up above the clouds.

I open my eyes. Metallic tang

of copper in my mouth.

 

I could swear I saw truth.

I swear I tasted proof, of life.

 

Yet I had felt so dead inside.

 

The men in strange suits

prodded me with tubes.

My breathing

gradually improved.

My beating heart,

berated being awoken

from such a long sleep,

finally started to

sing within me.

A song of alien tongue,

a song I’d not heard

in so long, a song of hope.

Hope I thought long gone.

 

Yet I thought my song had died

in a long forgotten past life,

left to fill an unmarked grave

in some boggy field time had erased

from my every memory.

 

The surrounding figures spoke

but my ears were sewn into the clouds,

my thoughts silver lined with images

I couldn’t ever try to define.

 

I saw a life I thought

I couldn’t ever gain.

I saw the rain and into it I ran,

I saw faces smiling again

I saw hope flowing

on the pavements

in the glistening rainbows

that shone from a mother sky,

and I saw myself arms held wide,

embracing the tears I needed to cry,

ready to embrace the echo

of who I had once been in a past life.

 

When the figures held my hand

and the drugs wore off,

when they talked about how

now I was on a new path

I listened, and I will never forget.

For on that day, they saved my life.

On the days that followed they gave me

a view of what I’d lose

if I let the hurt continue to eat me.

So, I set myself free

from the cage I’d been

holding myself in.

The flotsam of time version 2

 

In the grand rift of

the swirling library hall

of the paradoxical

cosmic palace, of all

that is, was and will be.

Where the lord and keeper

of unsealed stories sits

watching the cosmos

bend and twist, ripple and twirl,

across the glaring window screen

as the parchment of time

continues to unfurl.

 

Those dancing orbs.

Twisting spheres of swirling reverie.

Such magnificent worlds

full of majestic pleasantries.

Worlds that the other gods

look down upon with such scorn.

"The flotsam of time"

they scoff, as they sup on wine

born of the great vineyard

at the end of the time.

 

That melting pot

of whom knows what,

tied to the what ifs,

and so many possible plots.

Always filled

the keeper with awe.

Watching the cosmos

as its storylines start to roar.

 

The moments.

Those magical, glorious monuments

of time, the ticking clockface

of the cosmic timepiece, a symphony,

in musical dust and ashes

coasting across vast galaxies,

in majestic, graceful fluid ballets,

pirouetting

across the emptiness of space.

 

He sat witness as those dusts

combined, saw as they clumping

together to form something

dazzlingly sublime.

The spheres that begat

the stories of time.

 

On the grand cosmic clock,

this was all mere months ago.

A calendar ripped and torn,

but a small piece of time

when time is so tall.

Until then, the storied shelves

had lain empty,

Spare for a shelf

titled “The pantheon”

which ticked on throughout eternity.

 

Then a cosmic week ago,

A new sphere.

A blip on the screen.

A speck of dust.

Insignificant.

But strangely beautiful.

 

A cosmic collision.

The universe colluding

to put a new moon

so perfectly in position.

 

Could this be it, the place of prophecy?

 

However, the keeper didn’t see, 

for space is such a vast place,

and even with as many eyes as he,

you can only look at so much

at any one time.

 

A day or so passed as he gazed

at empty rocks circling a red star.

Whilst a click to the right, water

amassed and seas started to rise

over this planet, just out of sight.

 

The land heated, then cooled,

the moon pulled the tides and

miraculously...

Life emerged from the depths.

 

Suddenly the shelves rained with

whole new stories. New possibilities.

The keeper excited, unsure,

scanned the heavens,

saw nothing untoward.

Where were the stories being forged?

What had caused the surge?

 

He pulled a book, scanning the pages

delicious, delirious thoughts flooded

his many brains.

They told tales of giants, walking those lands

of emerald grass, and molten glass,

grazing on the trees and plants,

as the cycle of day and night pass by so fast.

Giant reptilian beings, and in the skies,

winged creatures silhouette the sunrise.

 

He scanned the view for something new, 

but saw only a blanket of starlight.

Where were these stories?

I have found life. But now I can’t grab it.

 

A day passed. On the planet

a shadow is cast,

as from the skies above

a comet crashed.

Shockwave blast,

and the giants were laid to waste.

Vaporised. The books stopped

as the planet healed.

Their stories great but

the wounds too real.

 

But wait...

A trickle of new tales.

The mammals have taken their place

scuttering across the surface.

The sharks slinking through the seas,

winged creatures flying free.

The trickle becomes a flood.

 

It all seems so majestic

and wonderful he thinks.

"If only I could see it."

 

5:30 this morning.

New stories started to erupt.

New life. Two legged hunters,

devouring everything in sight.

Ploughing the green, ripping up

the trees. Building monstrosities.

Calamitous monstrosities.

so many stories, vast catalogues

many pages long, wars fought,

lost and won. So much noise.

So dirty. But in amongst it all

a brief snippet of song.

 

And on the shelves the books

pile up at a tremendous rate,

Countless lives forged in a heartbeat.

 

Then,

 

5 minutes ago,

they birthed a new sun.

Dropped it upon their own.

 

On the pages cities burn,

and shadows are sewn

into the fabric of time.

 

And now the clock

is ticking its final

seconds down.

 

He glances across

the milky way.

A tiny world

Blue and green.

 

A flash in the dark.

 

One last gasp.

A collapse.

 

The books stopped,

no stories will come

from that desolate, tragic, young rock,

now that the land is dead

and the air is poison.

 

The story has ended

before it truly begun.

Hope or other

 

And I stare at the sky,

the twinkling of airplanes

soaring over my head,

memories bleed into memories,

concepts become shared dreams.

Scattered memories,

shattered illusions and mind chemistry.

Something unsaid. A word remembered.

A world seen like an opaque video screen

into somewhere lost to times bleeding seams.

 

And in those memories

I remember waking in bed,

Alien presence in the air overhead,

no airplanes. Not yet.

Visitors from another dimension and time

Somewhere closely tied to this modernity.

But from a place unaligned.

 

In a sugar high, I feel sweetness

but I taste lies, loss and enslaved lives.

In sleep deprived haze

I gaze at life and see the strain.

Clinging to the backwater of life.

I hear a voice. Illegible.

But I understand the sequence of

symbols and frequencies.

A countdown hidden

in clear sight, our plight. A

burning night. As humanity

shows its stains,  

but I feel both fight and flight.

 

Fear pulls tendons tight,  

tendrils twisting in the night.

A pain inside, the screams,

like a cat unburdened

of its nine lives.

The black knight satellite serving us

messages in the cosmic Wi-Fi.

Lately the signal lies,

in a misevent, a galactic tide.

The 6g sign of five oceans colliding,

As fortunes collapse, in a trio,

the atriums of heaven triumph

over earths lonesome swans.

The atrium of otherness

in demonic form?

When the birds no longer roost,

but fly free, to gather their hopes

in one moment of life, or a stolen hope

swooped from their beak.

A blank display over

internal video screens.

As zero moments now lay ahead.

 

The sky bursts colour.

A rainbow.

Is it hope or another?

I swear I heard

a murmur in the other.

A word to cling on to, a word,

Together.

Together.

 

A tether?

 

A tight binding

of us and them.

A message in

the sign of the swan.

A symbolic union.

Freedom. Doves

 

Love. Amongst all.

A call, unearthly,

a symbolic fall,

a crash of worlds,

a clash of words

both big and small.

 

As I stare I hear the roar of jet engines

cutting apart the air.

 

And I watch in despair

as humanity fires first.

Downfall or glory?

 

And the last hopes in our story

burst into flames

in a second of stupidity,

or was it release

from a prison

we couldn’t see.

A prison with only blue skies

and no escape from the rising seas.

 

I close my eyes and see nothing.

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