Depression

Just want to sleep, take refuge in a peaceful dream
away from this world where I feel ill at ease; the fog of internal screams
want to walk through a land where my eyes don't fill
with tears at the shrill sounds that chill
but I know those sounds are just in my head
they will be just as loud when I am asleep in my bed

Just want to be free from this constant pain
not a physical ache, or the burn of a sprain
but a feeling that gets inside your bones
into the organs and through your veins, the feel of a million moans
all shouting in unison, a chorus of poison and abuse
but its no use, it oozes into your head like a demonic muse

Just want to smile, laugh and joke - enjoy life without this inner trial
but how can you rejoice in a fun lifestyle, when your own head is acting so hostile
when it wants to jeopardise any chance of being happy
or sap your energy so that you only feel snappy
how can you find joy, in the warmth of a sun beam
when inside you're trying desperately not to scream

Thanks For Reading.

Peace & Love.

Kyle.