The withdrawal, splinters my thoughts
dots not connecting, day a lost waste
cant fight this, crashes my head like gunshot
seeing things in the empty space
Body twitches, feels like I'm constantly itching
sweat pours, like the drinks before
feelings so harsh, feel like ditching
cant give in else I'm done for
Ashamed by my shattered state, a wreck, broken
nothing left to be proud about
as I lay here, skin yellow, feet swollen
wish the world would just black out
depression drags down, try to close out the sun
hand shakes, water spills, another mess I've created
the drink was supposed to be for fun
now all are pushed away, make myself hated
body cant take this abuse, no more
the nausea in waves, the kind nurse speaks softly
takes my fear away, clears my mind to fight this war
this battle could be so costly
weeks pass, the fight inside slows
the nurse, my family, the people who stayed
helped me win this conflict within, it came close
now the next struggle begins, a me unafraid
Thanks for reading,
Kyle.
Dont fight the battles alone
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