Cease to be

Cease to see the freedom I'm released into
not so much freeing from me, as freezing the scenery
letting me float into orbit above it
to view from the clouds a land stretched out below

Cease to be as fearful of my frailty
even if my body sometimes fails me, I'm still healthy
in my mind above all, flying free
through the atmosphere feeling the breeze, into space so near

Cease to be fretful, of those hateful games
modern life's tragedies, the same stories being run
cease to feel the hurtful pain now the dream state begins
as the bad blood flows away, cleans my sins

Cease to be me as I'm strapped to the machine
my soul traversing higher than Ive known, all Ive been
no worries or ills, just happiness filled
but, my time hasn't yet come, a chance to rebuild

I can see this through, a lifetimes work to do
my time hasn't been called, the reaper just a preview
my time here is just dawning, after so many false starts
this time, i heed the warnings, take it all with my loving heart

Thanks for reading,

Peas and luv

Kyle.