I have another birthday approaching fast,
my mind is constantly playing catch up,
and I feel my life is rushing past.
My body collapsed lay crumpled up
in a lay by a few miles back,
whilst my heart just sits
catching stardust and cobwebs.
I don’t know how else to say it.
I’m lost.
I’ve spent most of my life alone,
wandering long roads to nowhere
wondering if anyone even knows I’m there.
I keep on collecting these milestones,
wearing them like millstones around my neck.
I sometimes wonder how I’ve survived this long,
with the weight of them pulling me down.
I just keep putting
one foot in front of the other
but I don’t always know
where they are going,
and it sometimes feels like
I’m on a moving escalator
that is just dragging me along.
whilst my mind is at the bottom
still trying to step on.
I don’t know how else to say it.
I’m alone.
And sometimes that’s okay.
I enjoy days watching the sky play
with the horizon, I like the way
the flowers sway
in the summertime, but I feel something
is missing, the joy
of existing with another.
I talk so much of love.
Because I know that somewhere
another heart flutters,
but I don’t know how to let them know
that I’m here wishing for them to see me.
So, I see the birthday waving me closer
and I feel so much older than my years truly say,
yet I also feel younger with every passing day.
It’s like I don’t fit into times plans,
and im on the periphery of another room
just looking in,
wondering what it is I’m supposed to be doing.
But maybe that’s the way life is supposed to be?
It’s an adventure every day,
and the pages of my book are still unwritten
so, I need to keep writing them, living them
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Peace, Love & Poetry
Kyle
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