Dead sun

Some days it feels like your going to break

parts of the mind are on slow down the sky is bleak

the words you hear, like knives cutting skin

these days you cant fake a smile, or even a little grin

could I go back to when the skies were clear?

the days when sunshine bleached the fear

Some days the hurt feels like a noose made of razor wire

ten tonne weight tied to the feet, over a pit of fire

When the world seems black like the sun has burned out

cant find any light, colours have all faded, like an old newspaper printout

could I turn back the clocks, to when the grass was green?

those days where the world was a rainbow and the skies were less mean

Some days it feels like the sky is falling

the walls closing, the ground pulling me in

panic sets its stall, as the clouds fall like concrete sheets

when you see no future, and your past is just a series of defeats

Could I rewrite the storyline to make everything feel fine?

what would be the best opening line? How can you make a dead sun start to shine?

Some days I just want to switch off, remove myself from the script

tear up the pages, leave them scattered and ripped

but then the slightest hint of sun shines through the murk

the shadows show that they are not monsters that lurk

If I could start again would I return to a past day

No, I'd say that the bruises made me who I am today

Thanks For Reading,

Peace & Love.

Kyle.