People fail to see
the long-term damage of the invisible disease
like a poltergeist floating free, it plays on your anxieties
by throwing bad thoughts through your head
where once cups flowed with goals and objectives
now they smash against the walls instead
crashing until you feel dejected, deflated full of self-hatred
No-one speaks of the invisible anguish
where inside words repeat in some long-forgotten language
like a parasite feeding on your self-doubt
then repeating the sounds in a loop thereout
like a parasite feeding on your self-doubt
then repeating the sounds in a loop thereout
like a parasite feeding...
Nobody can see your internal struggle
each a different set of infernal fires over which to hurdle
it can be the smallest crack that causes the walls to
collapse
whilst the bigger things are merely a setback
an asteroid smashing the planet in two
just a tiny problem easily fixed with some superglue
but words spoken in a crowded room can be devastating
turning your heart to stone, burying it in a hole of self-rating
They fail to sense the intense self-hate that you navigate
day by day
just seeing the smile that you paint, a pretence that all is
okay
all the while your mind is wailing
curses telling you to listen to the doubts, the words
cascading
every term of hate they shout
you take it all in, let it sink under blemished skin
that’s what the voices are yelling
The long-term damage of this venomous muse
the invisible disease keeps on poisoning you
words just sent to taunt
laugh and point
shouted into both ears, loud and clear
they want you to fall to the floor cowering in fear
belittling all that you have achieved
don’t listen to the words that you receive
stand proud, for no one knows your story
how you're walking free after a life in purgatory
Thanks For Reading.
Peace & Love.
Kyle.
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