Wake up from a daydream
into a world of nightmare scenes
the scenery bleeds
and all the screens fall dim
obscene screams of what he called hope
life feels like the frayed ends of a severed rope
wearing thin
Blinking against the dust and dirt
eyes full of grit that hurts
rubbing agony into aches and pains
stains from tears that fall like rain
the daylight shines
streams through dusty blinds
all he sees is misery through the grime
Lifts his head, invisible weight pulls back
tries to move, his body says forget that
pressure presses down
he fights to get up
an immovable object
no motivation to break the beds deadlock
It's been weeks, months
time slowed to a stall
looking at the same dull walls
the same cobwebs
same creeping spiders spinning threads
now bigger, they creep with pounding footsteps thudding
as day turns to night in the blink of an eye
motivation left him
whilst his brain was flooding
It's a job just to move, to get dressed
to make food, it all causes stress
tension like a coiled spring
ready to snap
is it time for another nap?
motivation to even sleep has left the room
now just coated with months of musty gloom
you could run your fingers through it
It's like dust but twice as thick
and it sticks
like glue
all over you
makes the day feel like night
and nights feel like hell
with all the voices having a blaring internal fight
the panic starts to hit you like rocket shells
You close your eyes to the nightmare
to wake up deep in a daydream
a glance at light in the air
at the life that must live on
as we are all asleep
in a world elsewhere
Thanks For Reading.
Peace & Love.
Kyle.
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