Social phobia.

Try to talk, voice cracks, it croaks,

rush out, crash out, a fail state, a wasted space, chokes.

Alone then, way its always been, safer still, stay in,

Dont talk, dont speak, hide away, cant be seen

tune out the outside, phone down, messenger off, alone now,

no one misses, no one knows, as tears flow, just alone,

 

Didnt choose this, it took me, i try to flee,

sometimes escape its grasp, more often it tightens its clasp.

So if you see me, dont laugh, pity or be sad,

i have evaded its claws, made it to the door,

broke out, gained ground, began to climb,

beat the fears, held back the tears, one day at a time.

Thanks for reading, it means a lot.

distrust

Trust, all drained away, circled the plughole, flowed from our day,

never again, I swore, as I let you in once more,

took you back, three words, set me a trap,

believed the lies, til i caught you with your other guy,

All the times we shared, now nothing that stood, nothing but deadwood,

you promised so much, you made me believe, i gave you all that i had, i gave all that i could,

Still you slept away, and i marked the day,

never again, trust eroded away,

thanks for reading.

stolen

She stole from me, took something,

a longing, sense of belonging,

gone in an instant, taken from me,

all gone, a long con, now empty.

She took, the thing that kept me strong,

it kept me going, fighting on,

kept my blood flowing, and then she was gone.

she knew it, still she removed it,

ran with it, abused it.

she withdrew all we had, vanished in the blink of an eye,

no tears left to cry, to part was enough,

to lose this aswell, it hurt like hell, so tough.

she stole from me, she took my heart.

thanks for reading.
Kyle (the heartless poet?)

yellow

Skin, tinged yellow, not good, a bad sign,

a reason to say no, to stop, to quit, to let go of it,

to get rid, to bid farewell, too late, boarding a train to hell.

Stomach aches, throbbing, stabbing pains,

a drain, a last calling, a warning, too late, weve boarded.

Warnings ignored, once more, i fell to the floor,

again, i lay in wait, just hoping ive not sealed my fate.

my head trips, floats and flits, a voice splits the air,

a direction to follow, a new journey to travel,

if i just pull through, hold on and wake anew.

too young, the metallic taste in my throat, here goes,

stay strong, pull through,

youve got a lot of living to do.

thanks for reading.

climate of hate

Passion, in hearts, in minds, in our times,

a climate of hate, need to be eradicated,

educated, its misled, mindless, misguided,

the fools that spout it think themeselves inspired,

bullies that despise all who are enlightened,

they are just cowards, scared to see diffence,

scared of change and so short sighted,

the world should be united,

division just breeds hate, yet were all the same,

our blood it bleeds red,

love not war, will save us, give more

save us from this downpour of bile,

a sickness its vile,

this hate in the end, will devestate,

 leave in its wake a wreck of a world we once all called home,

 or we could stand up and not let it win,

 change minds.

thanks for reading.
Kyle(the pissed off poet)

Heroes

Be nice, kind words save lives,

heroes come in all forms, all sizes, shapes, religions and race, all are heroes to me

heroes dont need powers or to fly,

just a shoulder on which one can cry,

a warmth in their hearts to share,

to show that they care,

An ear just to listen, this can help make a difference,

can set someone free to live resililiently,

words of comfort, encouragement and hope,

can help someone to be strong and to cope,

A guide in dark times,

a hand to hold in our climbs.

so be a hero, if ever you are needed,

and know that all you do is appreciated.

Thanks for reading.
Kyle

the losers club

We Are the geeks, losers, freaks,

spread the word, the world will learn,

we are the lost, the weird, unique,

each one a different beast,

Be who you want, dont conform to a norm,

that judges on looks, or laughs at your kooks,

just be free, be unique, who you are,

youre a star, in our hearts, thats a start.

Not alone, were around all the time,

in the clubs, in the cities, in your towns,

in the corners, in the dark out of sight,

you may see us enjoying the night,

we are human, we are the same,

under our skins we share the same frame,

so let us in, dont be scared, we dont bite,

we just want to share the sights and our lives.

Thanks for reading.
much appreciated.
Kyle (the geeky loser poet)