Delusional

Objectivised by sad eyes

like objects flying by

Tinder swipes and selfie lies

obstruct your mind

a construct of yesterday so unkind

 

Self-despised insipid hatred inspires

self-doubt

delusional highs

as you believe that someone

has eyes looking for you

when alone is all you truly do?

 

I put on my mask used to disguise

feelings that turn inside

they burn through my skin

as I yearn for meaning

I learnt to reject happiness

I turned into a man with no heart beating

 

Soul strolls out

put on your best fake smile

but inside you just cry for a while

knowing that it's no use

when those eyes never notice you

razor shave saved for a better day

one where the sun

doesn’t quite hang this way

 

Clocks don’t spin kindly

they just pass by blindly

like the world is speeding by

Like a car on a motorway

me standing in a layby

just trying to thumb a ride

 

No one seems to see the life inside

just a shell, paper thin pride

dreaming of his Belle

to see through his beastly side

wishing for one to understand me

instead they just take one glance

and flee

Thanks For Reading

Peace & Love.

Kyle.