Wicked Smile

I wonder do I ever cross your mind

like you cross rivers in mine

if you spoke to me would I flee

see, I ran away before

into my head when I forgot

what my heart was for

 

I wonder do you wonder

if we would have lasted any longer

if only we had tried

instead of hiding

when fear made tears cry ocean wide

if we could have steadied the ship

when the storms hit

 

I wonder if our love

would have been stronger

if I'd cooled my fiery mind

calmed the demons inside

would you have crawled into my arms?

or would we have still hit that slide

 

I wonder in times of loneliness

if you look at the moon

a reminder of the hurt that we lived through

or now hide it from view

with covered eyes

that reminisce over tear-filled goodbyes

 

I wonder why I am still waiting here

were you the one that got away?

if I said I'd give you my heart would you stay

slay the demons that cause fright

stay with me tonight

or would we just argue and fight

 

Would you take a piece of me?

rip it into heart shaped confetti

like so many harsh nights

would you make me feel?

like I don’t deserve to heal

would you put me down?

make me feel worthless and vile

with just a flick of that wicked smile

 

 

Thanks For Reading,

Peace & Love.

Kyle.