Friday, 26 June 2020

Reflecting on the bottom of a glass



Feeling melancholy
maybe I should just have a coffee
make that a whiskey-soaked tea
chase my demons away
Keep emotion at bay,
Sink another to drown the commotion today
I’m already in an ocean of pain

Single?
yeah, better make that a double,
I’ll have two of them, my head is troubled
a beer to chase it
helps the taste fit
and shame doesn’t feel as bad through a pint glass
Where did the morning go, why has the sun gone black?
Hey moonshine,
you sure remind me of a good time
didn’t we walk this path in a past lifeline

Another day passed out
passed by in the blink of an eye
my past lying there, my future going nowhere
I don't mind, got no reason to be around
my head is smashed,
but that is better than feeling down
I can't take the beatings
I'm dishing out to me
a cold meal of misery

This addicted mind,
the liquor makes me blind
wired all wrong,
can't think straight,
maybe a glass of something strong
people hate me for what I've become
but I am all I ever was
locked in
The tap is open,
pour another keep them flowing
don’t want to feel,
so, I hide in a glass, to feel unreal

Sinking feelings 
spinning room, dizzyingly sickened
is this living
Is this everything
my dreams poured out in a pool on the floor
To be down in the gutter messed up
just waiting for the pub to open the doors

Reflecting back
now I’m on track
words of days long gone 
before I got myself strong
Before I started my path
To find myself and laugh
I used to be so scared,
so afraid to feel
never believed anyone cared
days were dark and my nights were bad
but I found my way
and now pour it all out in my writing pad


Thanks For Reading.
Peace & Love.
Kyle.
 

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