Sleepwalk into daydreams

Don’t want to sleepwalk into a battle that isn’t worth fighting for

If hearts were drawn, would loves blood pour

are we sure

that this is what our dreams are pointed towards?

If yes, then we should run forwards

You see, I let myself get attached to a daydream

then watched as it flew into the arms of another day

I let thoughts of happiness silence the alarm bells scream

as I let my hope guide the way

I let myself get carried on a tidal surge

emotion: I let it envelop me, as it grew

the fear I should have listened to,

floated away

as I swam headfirst into an illusion

swept along on confusion

I drank from a river of lies,

I took a sip from the waters rapid flow

to my surprise

the taste was nice

but the sickness inside gnaws and grows

I don’t want to feel that pain,

don’t want to swim where that river goes

I flew in clouds, dodging thunderbolts aimed at the heart

I dug in the dirt to fortify my targeted life support

I let the battle rage overhead

as I silently lay there playing dead

praying for rain.

to wash away internal stains

So, I don’t want to stare down that barrel again

If love is not real

don’t aim to bring me pain

but if your heart beats true

I'd take a bullet for you

If we sleepwalk in daydreams together

then let's make them last forever

Thanks For Reading.

Peace & Love.

Kyle.