I'm so alone.
I say that I’m not
but I can’t hold it in,
The thoughts fizzle
and pop like bubbles
from a shaken
up bottle of 7up.
But I’m not reminiscing
of an old flame that whittled down,
becoming smoke that drifted
into the night time town.
Its somehow more what
I don’t see sitting on the horizon,
I only see an empty future
with no lasting sun of which to sing.
Its sometimes hard to say
how the day just fades
into insignificance
without your presence.
How the blinds shade
the light of day,
only throwing out
shadow memories of you.
Memories of futures
that haven't become true.
This world feels too big.
Where all I can see
are the silent tears
obscuring the mazy
thoughts in my head.
I’m blind to the outside,
when all I see is
you in my mind,
whilst I lay
in my empty bed,
thinking of all the things
we would have said,
if only we had met or would meet
in some future memory
that leaks into the present me.
When I close my eyes I see
a silhouette of your hopeful soul.
A world somewhere I can’t hold.
I just want to touch that aura
and feel it flooding over,
but all I see are fading colours
and the clouds rolling to cover.
I kiss the air
in hope that it will find
you where you lay
and that you will somehow know it’s me,
somewhere in some past history
pining over a future memory.
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Peace, Love & Poetry
Kyle
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