Monday, 11 September 2023

Brain fuzz

 


Will I one day

forget this?

Will it fade

into my mind mist?

Should I write down the feelings,

just to prove they once existed,

or take a photo

in case my eyes miss it.

 

Will my memory wipe

like an old videotape,

recorded over countless times,

So, all that remains,

a stuttery collection of images,

faded into static haze.

In amongst the fuzz

I still see shaded images

of a life I must have loved,

but they soon drift away,

into a fine spray of dust

 

Once the shades drop it’s all gone,

like a dream, the way it slips

into the ethereal stream. No more songs.

No more images to grip tight,

knuckles white, as I hold on for dear life.

Don't let me forget.

I would rather keep that face in my mind,

than to ever feel the tinge of sadness,

the tear that falls without warning,

but to not know why. I'd rather hold onto regret

than to let those thoughts slip through my net.

 

It gets hard when

memories rain away

and you are left clawing through the residue,

trying to sift out a piece of truth.

The debris of a life of yesterdays,

A life you once knew, now just shapes

that flew in on those winds that blew.

Their appearance once familiar,

now just hidden by the drapes.

As the shades drop over my eyes,

the features never get clearer to view.

Just fade and leave you

like a long-forgotten flower bloom.

or a glance you once took

at the shining silver moon.

 

 


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