I wake up in a cold sweat.
Knees held, strapped to my chest.
Hugged as tightly as a lover,
but I must confess
my body doesn't bend like this.
I'm panting for breath.
What had scared me so?
I gaze into the misted windows
of the dream world, still visible
but fading quickly.
I peered within,
only seeing a fleeting shadow
bleed into the darkness slickly.
Terrified, I try to prise my fingers apart,
set tight like a vice or clamp,
to free my legs from my grip.
If I stay in this position much longer
I'll end up bent double with ice in my veins
and a terrible bout of cramp,
but those fingers are locked,
like if I were to let my body spread,
then the only outcome will be
to wind up dead.
I sense I'm not alone.
When loneliness
is your closest companion
you can feel when someone
else is in the room.
It's like the air is charged.
Any movement will send
a spark to your heart,
stopping you dead.
Leaving you staring
at the deadlights ahead.
I glance at the clock.
Expecting hours to have circled past,
but it was less than five minutes
since I'd opened my eyes last.
"This is going to be a bloody long night."
I say to nobody,
"Yes, it is"
they reply.
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