Starting anew,
not going to
waste another day
thinking of you,
I say to myself,
knowing this to be untrue.
A lie to fill me with hope
instead of clinging to the past
like it's a dangling old rope
Not going to turn around.
Not this time.
I say to myself.
Not going to accept
the way you make me feel,
the way I can't be seen
without your eyes
burning into my skull,
but I still glance back,
like you have some magic pull.
Resist I must,
but temptation twists
it's fingers around your spine.
I am no longer mine.
Not going to look
in that rearview mirror.
Not going to answer this call.
Not going to
let thoughts simmer,
I don't need the downfall.
Not gonna spend
any more hours
thinking you had
some mystic powers,
that magically kept me
trapped in your locked up tower.
I'm not going to
give another breath,
to a feeling that
made me feel like death.
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