Admiring the view,
brick and rubble, no skies.
Landlord was trouble, I knew,
first time I spied those lying eyes,
but I didn’t plan on life.
I think back to that
empty flat,
when life was stolen away.
I hid days, buried in the past
in rubble and brick
and the future rushed
away from me too fast.
I sank into the hurt too quick.
Windows onto rubble and brick.
Never opened, painted shut.
Electricity a luxury
I quickly learnt to ignore.
I'd turn the key.
Locking the door
on the hateful eyes of eternity.
I didn't see any skies,
Smiles: a thing
of past lives.
Silver streaks over walls
of rubble and brick.
The universe's
kleptomaniac side,
laughing as she stole
all I had to my name.
Just me
and the slugs
for company.
Food every other day.
If I could rise from where I lay.
Tv never tuned,
I sank into
my own blackhole
as the forgetful world continued.
Rot and damp.
Nothing left to give away.
I sank into the mattress
crafted into a bed,
not wanting to live.
Silver streaks next to my head.
Counting days
until death would come knocking,
but it seemed even he
had forgotten about me.
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